Twilight. Twilight. Twilight.
So which team are you on? Jacob or Edward?
I've got dibs on Jacob!
I know they're just characters in a hit vampire series but I cant stop thinking about how terrible, utterly heartbreaking Jacob must have felt when Bella chose Edward over him. i shouldn't hate Edward, I mean he's the perfect guy ever but he has EVERYTHING. And he wasnt even imprinted on Bella! Sigh it's all his fualt that Bella fell in love with the wrong guy. oh wait, cross that out. Chose the wrong guy I meant.
I'm not those girls that craze over his abs- anyone can work out to gain 'em. But it's the character in the book.
What do I look like? The wizard of oz? You need a brain? You need a heart? Go ahead. Take mine. Take everything I have
This was when bella left or something and poor jacob's heart was ripped to shreds. My heartstrings didn't just TUG they RIPPED OUT OF MY HEART AND TWISTED IN AGONY when Bella left with Edward and jacob, the guy/werewolf that sitched her up was left alone. The ending of eclipse (i think) was Jacob running away from his pack, wanting to be alone. Pushing Jacob black and his entire life behind him. :(
In the last book, at the part when bella lost her life giving birth to renesmee, Jacob went to find the baby, with a murderous thought but was imprinted on her instead. The way stephanie meyer described jacob's feeling was,, incredible. Really. I was.. crying. I think.
I guess practically every other teen in the world must feel the same way I do. I really hope I can meet SM one day and question her ability to describe the feelings so vividly. Perhaps she had personally experienced it before? Hm...
Anyhoos It'll take me awhile to get over this feeling. x(
signing off with a heavy heart-
strutted my stuff.
When a lil' birdie told me that the 2009 streaming (appeal) results came out I immediately when to edulearn and downloaded the document but....
My name wasnt even there! Like the document listed BOTH successful and unsuccessful aplicants- including that birdie's name but mine and a few other's name were missing!! That could only be 2 reasons
1. The school is a dmbass with lousy computer systems and lost my name in the proess of organised listing
2. I'm right at the border line so my name is in the "undetermined" box.
(hope it's the 2nd)
Sighhh... I feel so anxious. How am I supposed to enjoy my holidays? x(
My mom tried calling the school at around 9 but GUESS WHAT. It's closed. That's right. x( Gotta wait for those lazy people to unlock the gates and start answering phone calls.
signing off with a confused but determined heart~
strutted my stuff.