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Twilight. Twilight. Twilight. So which team are you on? Jacob or Edward?
I've got dibs on Jacob!
I know they're just characters in a hit vampire series but I cant stop thinking about how terrible, utterly heartbreaking Jacob must have felt when Bella chose Edward over him. i shouldn't hate Edward, I mean he's the perfect guy ever but he has EVERYTHING. And he wasnt even imprinted on Bella! Sigh it's all his fualt that Bella fell in love with the wrong guy. oh wait, cross that out. Chose the wrong guy I meant.
I'm not those girls that craze over his abs- anyone can work out to gain 'em. But it's the character in the book.
Quote-
What do I look like? The wizard of oz? You need a brain? You need a heart? Go ahead. Take mine. Take everything I have
This was when bella left or something and poor jacob's heart was ripped to shreds. My heartstrings didn't just TUG they RIPPED OUT OF MY HEART AND TWISTED IN AGONY when Bella left with Edward and jacob, the guy/werewolf that sitched her up was left alone. The ending of eclipse (i think) was Jacob running away from his pack, wanting to be alone. Pushing Jacob black and his entire life behind him. :(
In the last book, at the part when bella lost her life giving birth to renesmee, Jacob went to find the baby, with a murderous thought but was imprinted on her instead. The way stephanie meyer described jacob's feeling was,, incredible. Really. I was.. crying. I think.
I guess practically every other teen in the world must feel the same way I do. I really hope I can meet SM one day and question her ability to describe the feelings so vividly. Perhaps she had personally experienced it before? Hm...
Anyhoos It'll take me awhile to get over this feeling. x(
signing off with a heavy heart-
strutted my stuff.
2:44 AM
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When a lil' birdie told me that the 2009 streaming (appeal) results came out I immediately when to edulearn and downloaded the document but....My name wasnt even there! Like the document listed BOTH successful and unsuccessful aplicants- including that birdie's name but mine and a few other's name were missing!! That could only be 2 reasons
1. The school is a dmbass with lousy computer systems and lost my name in the proess of organised listing
2. I'm right at the border line so my name is in the "undetermined" box.
(hope it's the 2nd)
Sighhh... I feel so anxious. How am I supposed to enjoy my holidays? x(
My mom tried calling the school at around 9 but GUESS WHAT. It's closed. That's right. x( Gotta wait for those lazy people to unlock the gates and start answering phone calls.
signing off with a confused but determined heart~
strutted my stuff.
5:38 PM
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Fuck My Life moments. I'm sure all of ya'll had those moments. I don't have many viewers so blogging is basically pointless but I feel better typing my frustrations.
Today my dad borrowed my com to "check his mail" (he couldve done so with his PHONE but oh no, he PREFERRED a wider screen. I was looking for hotels, prices, room rates, maps, transportation, JRP lines and stuff for our family trip to Japan as I felt like helping my mom out. I didn't save my open office document (that consisted of careful summarization of what I had found on hotel room rates, calculation of the deals, Transportation routes and maps that I took the entire afternoon and evening to type out) when i gave him the computer. He was checking his mail and seeing that no new message was received he closed a window. But NOT HIS. MINE. You know how when you open one open office document that it would already be maximized but when it comes to google chrome it would be in the smaller, minimized version. Apparently he was very CLEAR-SIGHTED and closed the red x" BEHIND his screen, thinking that his screen was maximized. How very clever of him so assume so. Sigh. So yes I lost the entire document. And GUESS WHAT HE SAID AFTER THAT.
"Well you shouldn't handed me the computer with such an important unsaved document."
FUCK. MY. LIFE.
strutted my stuff.
5:29 AM
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We all know how dramas(esp korean) are gonna end. Yet we still rave over them and stuff. Sigh. I guess it's all thanks to the smart producers/directors.
Anyway SADLY your beautiful has ended. Finished watching the very very last episode of it just moments ago. Aww, who knew TK could be so sweet and nice? Love the character and all the other lovely actors. :) Hope they continue the fantastic drama with season two and they should shoot more of GMN(male). They only did twice. x(I feel so like slacky. I have a friend and he goes to tuition like twice a week???!?!?! I haven't been to a tuition in ages and my brain is totally empty. :(
I MUST really pay attention to the teachers when school re-opens
signing off
strutted my stuff.
4:29 AM
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Have you heard of the korean drama, You beautiful?Okay if you don't, I'll introduce the cast.
The dude lying on the floor is manager ma, in-charge of band members AN.JELL, known for his vivid imagination.
Lady with moonface standing right most in midst the girl's group is uee, also known as fake fairy and is hated the most on the drama. Oh maybe the second most after Tae Kyung's mom(who is not that important thus her face isnt here). She appears to be korea's no. 1 female idol but is real nasty. When she knew GMN was a female (GMN was supposed to be a male you see- they are twins- GMN and Go Mi Nyu) she blackmailed TK into faking to be her boyfriend so as to keep the secret. And she has feelings for TK but gets _REJECTED_ everytime. Hehe.
Tae Kyung's the left most standing guy with his right hand on the top if the guitar. He's my favourite character but is really straightforward and snappish. He's sweet on the inside though. Really really deep inside.
Beside him is Go Mi Nam(pig rabbit- nickname given by TK) and she's really naive and ignorant. But cute. And thus make a very good match with mr cold king. Moving on.
Beside her is Jeremy, with a pair of drumsticks in his hand. Fun to be with, he's super cheerful and cheers Mi Nam everytime she feels down. Constantly changes his hairdo.
On the most right is Shin Woo, the soft hearted gentleman. Unbelievably romantic and when he looks and Mi Nam... you can totally see the one-way chemistry. Sigh. Of course Mi Nam only has eyes for TK and frequently breaks Shin Woo's heart.
Oddly, Jeremy likes her too.
Wow long description.
Anyway Yes I love this drama but sadly the next episode would be the last!!! You can watch it on mysoju.com it has english subtitles. Hope TK and GMN (female version) would be able to make it and Shin woo and Jeremy would find their partners one day. x)
signing off
strutted my stuff.
2:05 AM
